It’s about love… [Take-40]

[Take-39][Beginning of the story]

The Resolution

Before I got down the cab, I was already off the sentimental thoughts and looking forward to planning for approaching New year’s eve. We always celebrate new year in a new way. Something that we’ve not done before. Once we celebrated it in a expensive page-3 party and once we celebrated it singing and dancing with hymns of krishna at an Art of Living convention. This time we decided to celebrate it on a beach.

When with friends weekends just passes in a jiffy. I hoped that she might call me after reaching there, but she didn’t. I think one can choose how he feels. And I had chosen not to feel disappointed. Sometimes there is some emotional upsurge, but time settles all tides. In fact, I decided to look for some new things in life, in this new year. I was thinking about creating new relationships with newer approach. So as I was planning to bid 2007 adieu, my resolution for year 2008 was to propose a girl before the year ends. Since Ati was far off and seemingly had forgot me already I was determined to look for new ones.

I know I have had my share of apprehensions, misunderstandings, faults and due to which some great relations have suffered. In my run towards my aim, I could not carry the shackles of some relations. Some broke off, and some had to be severed. But I have taken care to build some really good ones and I do take time to nurture them. My relation with Ati has been the most conondrous one so far. It neither builds up, nor breaks off. It was trying to build a sand-castle on a beach. One day it looked in shape and the very next day it looked all washed out by the waves of time. I wanted to try falling in love. And as per my new year resolution I will not delay in sharing my feelings. I had no prepared-plan to achieve my target, but when there’s a will, there are many ways.

[To be continued...]